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Wednesday, 17 September 2008

  • i realize more and more each day.
    that i am one of, if not the
    luckiest PERSON in the world.

    i know i don't deserve it.
    and i know i never will.



    There are many things in life that money can't buy.
    And i am very happy to have them.


    I don't think i'll ever be able to express how grateful i am to you.
    How you saved me from myself.
    And showed me the person i could become.
    I've never met anyone
    ever
    like you

Monday, 03 March 2008

  • i find it slightly ironic,
    that while you try your hardest to get better


    i'm giving it my all
    to fall right back into that hole
    all over again .


    stockholm syndrome
    with an abstract idea
    cemented only in its manifestations
    that right now
    i'm missing so much.
    though its destroying me




    its all i ever wanted.

    i'm ashamed of myself,
    and i'm not sure if my shame is because  i want it so bad
     or that i can't quite seem to get it.





                                                                                  

    i pray for you more often then i'll ever admit to
    and miss you way more then i lead on.
    i rarely go a day without thinking about you.

    i tell myself its because i     hate you
    or because i'm angry
    when really.
    i just
    miss you.
    i'm only sorry you'll never know that.
    i'd like to tell myself you feel the same way
    but i feel like you told so many lies
    there's no way for me to see what the truth really is.




    i really hope you get better

    you deserve that much at least.

    no matter what you're telling yourself right now.






Thursday, 29 November 2007

  • Currently Listening
    Arular
    By M.I.A.
    see related



    i wish i could rewrite this map
    and the geography of the world with it.


    so no matter where ever you go
    i can rewrite myself right next to it


    I wish the world could see
    Just how perfect you are






    i    t goes without saying i used to be smarter
    it goes without saying i should have tried harder

    but you must be reminded,
    lest you forget,

    (that) my heart is too small,
    for all the love you put in it.






    People, Just People
    Just wet, noise, and dirt
    I'm no more,
     no less
    Just wet,
    noise,
    and dirt








    when you look to the past
    you put your back to the future





    For someone so strong
    God, I am weak


    ambiguity isn't as attractive as honesty
    is it?


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